By Aida Azlin.
This letter just came at the right time. Knowing that I am struggling, I didn’t manage it very well. I spent time looking back and dwelling on the things which I have no control over. As much as I tried to put Allah s.w.t in the equation, this time round, I let my hasty-self took over. I was ungrateful for whatever I am blessed with.
I must realize that I still have my parents who are willing to correct me from day to day yet most of the times I took it in a way that they are trying to belittle me. Of course, what parents say about you can be hurtful but I have this toxic trait where I hold grudges for up to years and I will succumb myself to unnecessary pain instead of moving on.
Please make dua’ for me so that I can remove this toxic trait completely while at the same time, learn to be grateful during the times when I feel I don’t have that particular thing while actually Allah has blessed me with so much more that I overlooked it.







